Spiritual Questions

There are some answers we will prob never know. Spiritual questions need spiritual answers. This doesn't mean I will stop seeking these answers but at some point I have to come to the reality and acceptance of the fact I just might never get those answers and that they belong to GOD. If he wants me to know then I will. One of the biggest questions for me is why does one person receive grace and seemingly some do not?
Did they have it and just not see it or did they just not want it? I know that I have been granted grace and its a gift I do not take lightly. A person can't get from where i was (trapped in a selfish and self centered delusion)to where I am now, with out a Kind And very powerful loving GOD. I stand a free man from a seemingly hopeless state of mind of body. GOD has restored me to sanity.